This has not been a kind year. Well, I keep thinking that, but really, overall, it wasn't bad. There was just one really really big downer that kind of put a pall over the whole year.
When I look back over 2012, it will always be the year of George. For the first 8+ months, I spent as much time as I possibly could home with her. It wasn't an overly cold winter but we spent lots of hours huddled on the couch anyway. Summer was pretty hot, though not nearly as hot as 2011. George still cuddled with me fairly often. As she lost weight, I think she preferred the soft couch against her frail bones. Or maybe she knew. I did not travel or have any adventures this summer because I refused to be away from her more than absolutely necessary. And I am SO glad that we had that time together. I tried very hard to appreciate every moment because I knew there wouldn't be a whole lot left. And I was right. The rest of 2012 has been about adjusting to life alone. I found George one week after I graduated from college. I have never been an adult without her, so this fall has been about learning who I am as a non-pet mom. I don't particularly like it! My heart is still healing but eventually a dog will join me in life. I'm not looking for one yet though.
So, as 2012 comes to a close, I can't help but cry and miss my George. But I also look forward to what 2013 might bring. Maybe fewer tears, a new furry one to love, definitely some travel and adventures. As my very wise dad said, "life isn't better or worse, just different". My opinion: some days it sucks. Some days it's not bad. So, yeah, basically, just different.
I also keep thinking back to the year 2002. Ten years ago. In September, I'd had my thyroid out, including the cancer hiding in it. On December 30 (?) we buried my mom's cousin's husband (Cecil) after a short bout with lung cancer. Betty Sue (the cousin) hugged me and said, "I'm so ready for this year to be over. Aren't you?" Or something along those lines.
Yes, yes, yes, I am ready for 2012 to be over. Adios, Farewell, thanks for the memories.
Monday, December 31, 2012
Friday, December 14, 2012
Who shoots a 5 year old?
Today, a man entered an elementary school in Connecticut and killed kids. And adults. And himself. Apparently, he'd already killed two people before he even got there. From what I've read, the gun he used can be bought at WalMart.
As a teacher, school shootings are something I think about. I spend all day, five days a week, with teenagers. They come from all walks of life, have home lives of all sorts, and believe and think all kinds of things. I often wonder what's going through their head. Sometimes, I have to wonder if he or she could be the next gunman. Kids are mean. It's not bullying, they just express their opinion, without thinking, not necessarily targeting any one person. Who knows when it'll be one time too many. Honestly, I think things like: "what will be my reaction?" "how will I be able to protect these kids?" and I pray a lot. Yes, it's scary to think, it could be AHS, any day. But I can't live in fear. No one would ever learn anything if we spend all our time under desks and in corners. It's also scary to fly in an airplane, drive on a freeway or back country road. I can't and won't stop doing those things either.
Earlier this week, our school went on lockdown. The principal came over the PA and told teachers to lock their doors, but to keep teaching. Those two words, "keep teaching", told me I wasn't in danger, but something was up. My kids were taking a test. I stayed calm; they finished their test. We were still on lockdown about 25 minutes later, and they questioned if we'd have to stay in class. I told them that it was probably just about the need to know where everyone was because a student wasn't where they should be or something. A few minutes later, before class was over, the principal came back on and said lockdown was over, they'd been looking for a non-student, he was found off-campus. It was really quite uneventful. I now know that a student had brought her older (23?) boyfriend to school and he apparently showed off his cool taser gun. There was no threat, but it was very much not welcome! To be safe, we locked our doors.
During the lockdown, I prayed. I didn't feel scared. I can not imagine what I would feel if there was an obvious threat, such as the sound of gunshots down the hall. I do know that I would continue to pray. I know without a doubt that God has put me in the classroom to do everything I can to give my students a successful life. I hope and pray that I will never need to do more than teach math, offer an ear, and be a positive influence. Because that part I like. The scary fear part, I could do without, but sadly it has become a part of life, not just in schools.
I could go into my opinion on guns and gun control, but I won't. You don't need to read that. But I will continue to pray. Always.
Gracious God, on this sad day, I pray for peace and understanding for the parents and families, the school personnel, the other students. So many will never ever be the same. I pray, Lord, for all the angry, sad, confused, sick individuals in this world - please help them to find other ways of expressing themselves. And, Lord, I pray for our country and government that educated, non-partisan conversations can happen so that no one ever has to return Christmas presents to the store because their babies aren't ever coming home from school. Thank you Lord, for always being with me and my family and for being the most important presence in my classroom. Amen.
As a teacher, school shootings are something I think about. I spend all day, five days a week, with teenagers. They come from all walks of life, have home lives of all sorts, and believe and think all kinds of things. I often wonder what's going through their head. Sometimes, I have to wonder if he or she could be the next gunman. Kids are mean. It's not bullying, they just express their opinion, without thinking, not necessarily targeting any one person. Who knows when it'll be one time too many. Honestly, I think things like: "what will be my reaction?" "how will I be able to protect these kids?" and I pray a lot. Yes, it's scary to think, it could be AHS, any day. But I can't live in fear. No one would ever learn anything if we spend all our time under desks and in corners. It's also scary to fly in an airplane, drive on a freeway or back country road. I can't and won't stop doing those things either.
Earlier this week, our school went on lockdown. The principal came over the PA and told teachers to lock their doors, but to keep teaching. Those two words, "keep teaching", told me I wasn't in danger, but something was up. My kids were taking a test. I stayed calm; they finished their test. We were still on lockdown about 25 minutes later, and they questioned if we'd have to stay in class. I told them that it was probably just about the need to know where everyone was because a student wasn't where they should be or something. A few minutes later, before class was over, the principal came back on and said lockdown was over, they'd been looking for a non-student, he was found off-campus. It was really quite uneventful. I now know that a student had brought her older (23?) boyfriend to school and he apparently showed off his cool taser gun. There was no threat, but it was very much not welcome! To be safe, we locked our doors.
During the lockdown, I prayed. I didn't feel scared. I can not imagine what I would feel if there was an obvious threat, such as the sound of gunshots down the hall. I do know that I would continue to pray. I know without a doubt that God has put me in the classroom to do everything I can to give my students a successful life. I hope and pray that I will never need to do more than teach math, offer an ear, and be a positive influence. Because that part I like. The scary fear part, I could do without, but sadly it has become a part of life, not just in schools.
I could go into my opinion on guns and gun control, but I won't. You don't need to read that. But I will continue to pray. Always.
Gracious God, on this sad day, I pray for peace and understanding for the parents and families, the school personnel, the other students. So many will never ever be the same. I pray, Lord, for all the angry, sad, confused, sick individuals in this world - please help them to find other ways of expressing themselves. And, Lord, I pray for our country and government that educated, non-partisan conversations can happen so that no one ever has to return Christmas presents to the store because their babies aren't ever coming home from school. Thank you Lord, for always being with me and my family and for being the most important presence in my classroom. Amen.
Friday, November 16, 2012
New Life
As happens when life changes drastically, life is catching up with me! In the last two months, I have started "doing" more. Getting out of the house more. I hate it because I can. I wish I still needed and wanted to race home after work. But I don't. So, I don't. However, it's beginning to wear on me! I was out "late" 3 nights this week, and a different night, I didn't sleep well. Yup, Saturday morning sleep in is going to be NICE!!!! I don't hate being active. I have very much enjoyed all the activities that are keeping me away from home and awake. But, man, I think I'm feeling my age, or something!! I am currently so tired that I can't seem to find the energy to turn off the light and go to sleep!!
Needless to say, Thanksgiving break couldn't be coming at a better time!! Monday is the only day of the year (I think) that I wish I still work in FWISD cuz they get the whole week and we have to suffer through another day and a half! I say suffer cuz getting kids to do anything productive will be virtually impossible!! Oh well!!
Needless to say, Thanksgiving break couldn't be coming at a better time!! Monday is the only day of the year (I think) that I wish I still work in FWISD cuz they get the whole week and we have to suffer through another day and a half! I say suffer cuz getting kids to do anything productive will be virtually impossible!! Oh well!!
Thursday, November 1, 2012
Ezekiel's Creatures
So last month I picked up the Bible in a year again. I think I skipped about 6 months. Oops. I'll get it read at some point.
Today I started Ezekiel. There are these creatures that I'm pretty sure I've never heard of before. With 4 faces?!?! Yeah. I gotta look into this, but not right now. This post Is to serve as my reminder.
Monday, October 29, 2012
Nine weeks down...
The school year is 1/4 over. We are through nine weeks. Halfway through the first semester. All that sounds great, but we have a lot farther (further?) to go!!
It's not even November, and I am exhausted!! I feel burnt out almost. How? Why? And how on earth am I going to get through the next 25 weeks?? Especially when it's really 27. I'm obviously not sleeping well or something. I think I can blame it on not exercising and my diet. I need to go back to being good about my veganness. Then maybe I'll have enough energy to exercise. Which will then make me less tired and have more oomph and not want to take a nap all day every day.
We can hope. I'm counting down the days to Thanksgiving break. 22. Hey, that's my lucky number!!
It's not even November, and I am exhausted!! I feel burnt out almost. How? Why? And how on earth am I going to get through the next 25 weeks?? Especially when it's really 27. I'm obviously not sleeping well or something. I think I can blame it on not exercising and my diet. I need to go back to being good about my veganness. Then maybe I'll have enough energy to exercise. Which will then make me less tired and have more oomph and not want to take a nap all day every day.
We can hope. I'm counting down the days to Thanksgiving break. 22. Hey, that's my lucky number!!
Friday, October 26, 2012
Loooong Week...
This week is FINALLY over!!! My dentist appointment on Monday afternoon seems like months ago!!!
I felt the need to celebrate Friday night and the end of this week by blogging :) You're welcome.
Also to brag. I work at an amazing school. We're not perfect but we know how to celebrate disability. For the second year in a row, our Homecoming Queen is an amazing student who happens to live with a disability. I can't pronounce or say the name of it, but Ali shines in her wheelchair everyday! She's smart, funny, friendly, and definitely has school spirit!! Although there were several good choices for Queen, once again, the Hornets picked right :)
Next week will be much easier. Two days of teaching and three days of a conference. The biggest headache will be driving to Colleyville and back for those 3 days.
OH, and 4 weeks until Thanksgiving!! I will be thankful for 5 days of sleeping late :)
I felt the need to celebrate Friday night and the end of this week by blogging :) You're welcome.
Also to brag. I work at an amazing school. We're not perfect but we know how to celebrate disability. For the second year in a row, our Homecoming Queen is an amazing student who happens to live with a disability. I can't pronounce or say the name of it, but Ali shines in her wheelchair everyday! She's smart, funny, friendly, and definitely has school spirit!! Although there were several good choices for Queen, once again, the Hornets picked right :)
Next week will be much easier. Two days of teaching and three days of a conference. The biggest headache will be driving to Colleyville and back for those 3 days.
OH, and 4 weeks until Thanksgiving!! I will be thankful for 5 days of sleeping late :)
Thursday, October 25, 2012
A Little Randomness
Some thoughts of this week...
My annual evaluation was on Wednesday. An Assistant Principal came in and observed a lesson. I told her the day and class to come. I'd been planning it for over a month. The lesson was terrible!! The kids were unruly. The concept was one they really already knew (I don't think the observer noticed). I felt like all I did was scream at them. It was a group project so part of it was just trying to transition from step to step. I so didn't like it, I didn't even do it by the last class of the day!! Anyway, the AP loved it and I suppose that's what matters. Of course, she was a little too nice, in my opinion, but whatever. There is still room for improvement :)
I got a new cell phone. Ma paid for it. Golly my parents spoil me. I know in time I will repay them with a real nice assisted living facility. So, after all the conundrum and shopping and questioning, I went with a new smartphone. It really was very silly to consider giving up the great plan I have now. AND the phone is 4G and SOO fast!!! I haven't borrowed internet yet :) I watched a video last night, but not yet one on CBS or TNT which are the two that didn't particularly like the previous slow connection. But I'm pretty sure it'll be better, if not excellent!! YAY!!! So my monthly expense will not change :)
This week has felt about 6 months long. Okay, maybe just 6 weeks long. I am so far behind. I got to work early this morning to figure out what we were doing today in Geometry. I made copies about 7am. I copied the answer key... so I explained to all my students that they had the answers so they had to show their WORK to how they got there... they thought this was a great idea... I might actually do it again. On purpose. I spent 2 hours entering grades this afternoon. After spending much time this week grading and sorting papers (to make it easier to grade while "tutoring" in the computer lab this afternoon). I really think I might get my head above water by tomorrow afternoon.
I've been so busy or befuddled or whatever this week I haven't even done very well with this week's dress-up days. It's homecoming/red ribbon week. I did nerd day pretty well. The rest I just didn't have the oomph to go overboard like I usually do. You know, the kids really like it. There are students who I don't know who come by to see how I dress up on these days!! I have a reputation to uphold!!!
Speaking of students, I had a couple today say that they like me cuz I tell them about my life. How can you spend so much time with a group and not get to know them? And how can you get to know them without sharing some of yourself?
That is all. I think.
My annual evaluation was on Wednesday. An Assistant Principal came in and observed a lesson. I told her the day and class to come. I'd been planning it for over a month. The lesson was terrible!! The kids were unruly. The concept was one they really already knew (I don't think the observer noticed). I felt like all I did was scream at them. It was a group project so part of it was just trying to transition from step to step. I so didn't like it, I didn't even do it by the last class of the day!! Anyway, the AP loved it and I suppose that's what matters. Of course, she was a little too nice, in my opinion, but whatever. There is still room for improvement :)
I got a new cell phone. Ma paid for it. Golly my parents spoil me. I know in time I will repay them with a real nice assisted living facility. So, after all the conundrum and shopping and questioning, I went with a new smartphone. It really was very silly to consider giving up the great plan I have now. AND the phone is 4G and SOO fast!!! I haven't borrowed internet yet :) I watched a video last night, but not yet one on CBS or TNT which are the two that didn't particularly like the previous slow connection. But I'm pretty sure it'll be better, if not excellent!! YAY!!! So my monthly expense will not change :)
This week has felt about 6 months long. Okay, maybe just 6 weeks long. I am so far behind. I got to work early this morning to figure out what we were doing today in Geometry. I made copies about 7am. I copied the answer key... so I explained to all my students that they had the answers so they had to show their WORK to how they got there... they thought this was a great idea... I might actually do it again. On purpose. I spent 2 hours entering grades this afternoon. After spending much time this week grading and sorting papers (to make it easier to grade while "tutoring" in the computer lab this afternoon). I really think I might get my head above water by tomorrow afternoon.
I've been so busy or befuddled or whatever this week I haven't even done very well with this week's dress-up days. It's homecoming/red ribbon week. I did nerd day pretty well. The rest I just didn't have the oomph to go overboard like I usually do. You know, the kids really like it. There are students who I don't know who come by to see how I dress up on these days!! I have a reputation to uphold!!!
Speaking of students, I had a couple today say that they like me cuz I tell them about my life. How can you spend so much time with a group and not get to know them? And how can you get to know them without sharing some of yourself?
That is all. I think.
Saturday, October 20, 2012
Springtown Spin 2012
This morning I rode in the Springtown Spin. Springtown is the city 10 miles west of Azle that used to be the Hornet's cross town rival. They switched divisions starting this year. Anyway, the ride started and finished at the high school and roamed around Springtown. I signed up for the 40 mile ride. No, I hadn't ridden 40 miles in probably 8 years, but I did 30 with my dad this summer. No, I hadn't ridden my bike in 6 weeks, but what does that matter?!
I met a co-worker, Bill, and his daughter Mary Ellen there. They had decided to only do the 20 mile route for time purposes. She had a hair appointment and he had tickets to the TCU game (which is in its 2nd overtime as I type). I was still thinking 40. Twenty just didn't seem far enough.
As we lined up to start and listened to the pre-ride information, I changed my thinking. First, the two courses did not start out together so if I did 40 I wouldn't see them until the end. Then the nice lady giving the talk kept talking about hills. I DONT DO HILLS!!!! Perhaps another time I'll tell you about my hill experience. I hate them. I dread them. I tend to walk up them. AND the lady kept calling it a "Challenge 20" because it so wasn't flat. Ha. She wasn't kidding.
About 4.5 miles in, I'd lost Bill and Mary Ellen for the 2nd time (I told them to stop waiting for me!), walked up a hill and hurt in all kinds of ways. I stopped and texted Bill that I was turning around. When I got back on the bike, I decided that I was okay, and already halfway to the rest area (at 10 miles) and so I might as well go forward and then catch a ride back to the finish. Although there were still too many hills, and I was alone, convinced I was last (I was second to last I think), I made it to the rest area. It was actually at 11.5 miles and I figured I could do another 8.5 - how bad could it be?! HA. The course was actually 24.5 miles long. But, I DID IT!!! Hills and all :)
All that challenge was not for nothing, of course. These are the things I learned today...
1. I am not 25 anymore :( Going 6 weeks without riding or ANY exercise, is not a training program, for any sort of ride. Reality has sunk in. I am aging. Whether I like it or not.
2. I am not a cyclist. Although I guess you could call it fun, I was not really enjoying myself. I would MUCH rather have been hiking. Those hills are fun :) Well, at least they don't scare me. I will continue to ride but as cross training and with friends and family. For fun.
3. I really need to find a sport drink to drink while exercising. Water isn't enough. I had a generic powerade like thing at the rest area. I still finished hot and thirsty. And I have a killer headache. Still. Six and a half hours later, a couple alive later.
4. Neighbor horses talk to each other. Pretty sure they were wondering why I was going so slow.
I do have one fun story from the morning....
As I was flying down a hill at about 5 miles to go, I let out a little "weeeee". Okay, it wasn't little. Immediately after, 2 guys go flying by me. I couldn't hear them laughing but I know they were!!! I kept my mouth shut after that. Mostly.
(PS TCU just lost. Bummer.)
I met a co-worker, Bill, and his daughter Mary Ellen there. They had decided to only do the 20 mile route for time purposes. She had a hair appointment and he had tickets to the TCU game (which is in its 2nd overtime as I type). I was still thinking 40. Twenty just didn't seem far enough.
As we lined up to start and listened to the pre-ride information, I changed my thinking. First, the two courses did not start out together so if I did 40 I wouldn't see them until the end. Then the nice lady giving the talk kept talking about hills. I DONT DO HILLS!!!! Perhaps another time I'll tell you about my hill experience. I hate them. I dread them. I tend to walk up them. AND the lady kept calling it a "Challenge 20" because it so wasn't flat. Ha. She wasn't kidding.
About 4.5 miles in, I'd lost Bill and Mary Ellen for the 2nd time (I told them to stop waiting for me!), walked up a hill and hurt in all kinds of ways. I stopped and texted Bill that I was turning around. When I got back on the bike, I decided that I was okay, and already halfway to the rest area (at 10 miles) and so I might as well go forward and then catch a ride back to the finish. Although there were still too many hills, and I was alone, convinced I was last (I was second to last I think), I made it to the rest area. It was actually at 11.5 miles and I figured I could do another 8.5 - how bad could it be?! HA. The course was actually 24.5 miles long. But, I DID IT!!! Hills and all :)
All that challenge was not for nothing, of course. These are the things I learned today...
1. I am not 25 anymore :( Going 6 weeks without riding or ANY exercise, is not a training program, for any sort of ride. Reality has sunk in. I am aging. Whether I like it or not.
2. I am not a cyclist. Although I guess you could call it fun, I was not really enjoying myself. I would MUCH rather have been hiking. Those hills are fun :) Well, at least they don't scare me. I will continue to ride but as cross training and with friends and family. For fun.
3. I really need to find a sport drink to drink while exercising. Water isn't enough. I had a generic powerade like thing at the rest area. I still finished hot and thirsty. And I have a killer headache. Still. Six and a half hours later, a couple alive later.
4. Neighbor horses talk to each other. Pretty sure they were wondering why I was going so slow.
I do have one fun story from the morning....
As I was flying down a hill at about 5 miles to go, I let out a little "weeeee". Okay, it wasn't little. Immediately after, 2 guys go flying by me. I couldn't hear them laughing but I know they were!!! I kept my mouth shut after that. Mostly.
(PS TCU just lost. Bummer.)
Tuesday, October 16, 2012
Surfing Conundrum
Why can't there just be one way to do something, with one low price?!?!
Here's my dilemma...
I currently have a smartphone with internet, and no home internet. In theory, I connect my phone to my computer in order to surf on the web at home. In reality, I do that sometimes, and sometimes I "borrow" internet from a neighbor. I don't even know which one. I feel guilty about it and worry about the lack of security. But free is nice.
It's now time to get a new phone. My current phone has several major issues like not wanting to charge with most chargers, and the power button not always working. Then there's the fact that it thinks it's out of memory when it's not and so it doesn't do things like notify me when I have e-mail.
My current cell phone plan includes unlimited data which means I can surf the web on the phone, or tethered to the computer, as much as I want, anytime I want. In order to keep this plan, I need to buy a new phone outright - the cheapest of which is about $350. I then keep paying my $66 per month with unlimited data.
OR I go back to a basic phone with no data and get internet at home. Cost? Well, basic phone (cheapest price is $50 after rebate) is about $40 per month. Home internet is about $40-45 (taxes?) per month. So, I'd be paying at least $80 per month and only have internet at home.
BUT what if, while I'm saving for a new phone, there comes a deal for home internet (not sure of the likelihood - current deals are all for bundles which I don't want) and I could have a phone, with data, AND home internet for near $80?? As it is, I would be looking at about $105 I think.
ARRRRRRGGGGHHH!!!!!! Why can't I just have a phone, internet and pay like $5?!!?? Oh, yeah, I also now have a brand new computer (thanks dad!) that I'd really like to keep safe from internet hacks, and enjoy it's fastness with fast web surfing by having my own modem. I think the new phone would be an improvement in speed because it's 4G. Currently, my phone and the neighbor's internet is about the same speed.
Here's my dilemma...
I currently have a smartphone with internet, and no home internet. In theory, I connect my phone to my computer in order to surf on the web at home. In reality, I do that sometimes, and sometimes I "borrow" internet from a neighbor. I don't even know which one. I feel guilty about it and worry about the lack of security. But free is nice.
It's now time to get a new phone. My current phone has several major issues like not wanting to charge with most chargers, and the power button not always working. Then there's the fact that it thinks it's out of memory when it's not and so it doesn't do things like notify me when I have e-mail.
My current cell phone plan includes unlimited data which means I can surf the web on the phone, or tethered to the computer, as much as I want, anytime I want. In order to keep this plan, I need to buy a new phone outright - the cheapest of which is about $350. I then keep paying my $66 per month with unlimited data.
OR I go back to a basic phone with no data and get internet at home. Cost? Well, basic phone (cheapest price is $50 after rebate) is about $40 per month. Home internet is about $40-45 (taxes?) per month. So, I'd be paying at least $80 per month and only have internet at home.
BUT what if, while I'm saving for a new phone, there comes a deal for home internet (not sure of the likelihood - current deals are all for bundles which I don't want) and I could have a phone, with data, AND home internet for near $80?? As it is, I would be looking at about $105 I think.
ARRRRRRGGGGHHH!!!!!! Why can't I just have a phone, internet and pay like $5?!!?? Oh, yeah, I also now have a brand new computer (thanks dad!) that I'd really like to keep safe from internet hacks, and enjoy it's fastness with fast web surfing by having my own modem. I think the new phone would be an improvement in speed because it's 4G. Currently, my phone and the neighbor's internet is about the same speed.
Wednesday, October 3, 2012
The end of an era
I've been silent. Sorry. I still am not ready to write about George. But leave it to baseball to make me talk again.
Today marks the final day of the 2012 baseball season. The Houston Astros are, of course, not going to the playoffs. They did end up winning 53 games (maybe 54?). At the end, they actually looked pretty good. I almost believe in the "rebuilding" concept.
Alas, this end of season is different than any other. The Houston Astros are moving from the National League (NL) to the American League (AL) next season. I am quite bitter about this move as I don't like the AL. The big difference is that the AL has the Designated Hitter, or DH. The DH hits in place of the pitcher. As a friend's wife said many years ago "so he doesn't have to do the whole job?" or something like that. Yes, AL pitchers pitch every 5 days or so, and that's it. They don't attempt to hit the ball unless they're unlucky enough to pitch in a game versus an NL team. Something about not hurting their pitching arm... WHATEVER!!
Anyway, I will always be an Astros fan and will follow and watch when I can. Not sure how often I'll get to Houston (not that I've been in years anyway). BUT, I need an NL team to follow... I'm thinking Padres or Dodgers. The Astros kinda fell into my heart, so I guess I'll just wait and see what happens.
Today, the end of the regular season, is always bittersweet. At least they won't lose for another few months! But, I miss baseball once it's all over. And now, I feel like it's all in flux. The Astros are changing their colors, logo, etc. The new owner even contemplated changing the name, but apparently enough fans complained over that idea to make it not happen.
Not sure where I'm going with this. Just felt the need to say something. Maybe the Astros will win it all so often in the AL that they'll move them back!! or something...
Today marks the final day of the 2012 baseball season. The Houston Astros are, of course, not going to the playoffs. They did end up winning 53 games (maybe 54?). At the end, they actually looked pretty good. I almost believe in the "rebuilding" concept.
Alas, this end of season is different than any other. The Houston Astros are moving from the National League (NL) to the American League (AL) next season. I am quite bitter about this move as I don't like the AL. The big difference is that the AL has the Designated Hitter, or DH. The DH hits in place of the pitcher. As a friend's wife said many years ago "so he doesn't have to do the whole job?" or something like that. Yes, AL pitchers pitch every 5 days or so, and that's it. They don't attempt to hit the ball unless they're unlucky enough to pitch in a game versus an NL team. Something about not hurting their pitching arm... WHATEVER!!
Anyway, I will always be an Astros fan and will follow and watch when I can. Not sure how often I'll get to Houston (not that I've been in years anyway). BUT, I need an NL team to follow... I'm thinking Padres or Dodgers. The Astros kinda fell into my heart, so I guess I'll just wait and see what happens.
Today, the end of the regular season, is always bittersweet. At least they won't lose for another few months! But, I miss baseball once it's all over. And now, I feel like it's all in flux. The Astros are changing their colors, logo, etc. The new owner even contemplated changing the name, but apparently enough fans complained over that idea to make it not happen.
Not sure where I'm going with this. Just felt the need to say something. Maybe the Astros will win it all so often in the AL that they'll move them back!! or something...
Wednesday, August 29, 2012
School is in session
I know it's been a while. I should write something. But I'm just too dern tired!!!
Saturday, August 18, 2012
Ah, the movies
I am currently watching movie #74. One I've had on my shelf and for some reason never watched. So far, I'm wondering why I even bought it. Well, actually, I know. It's got baseball in it! #75 will be Schindler's List later. And then I'm done. Not that I'll never watch another movie, but the summer project, and summer, is over.
Of these 75 movies, few stand out. I don't have a favorite or one I'd watch over and over. Several were pretty good: Act of Valor, This Means War, 50/50, Killers. All for different reasons, from various genres. They're the ones I can actually remember most of, and would recommend.
In this quest, I spent less than $20 if you don't count the popcorn for #73. $8 for one month of Netflix (one month was free). $1.20 for one Redbox rental (it was early in the summer and I didn't have a system down). $1.25 for late fees on 2 movies at the library. $7 for the one movie in the theater. $17.25 total! I used the public library (yay for their reservation system on line!), a free month of unlimited in-store rentals at Blockbuster, and borrowed one from a friend.
I started the summer planning on a movie every weekday. Then was enjoying it and it became everyday. I did take some days off, but would watch 2 the day before or after. A couple days I watched 2 just because, or because they were due at the library :) I ended up skipping the entire week my dad was here - we had other things to be doing!! The olympics through a kink in but I started watching the movie on my computer with the TV on mute and I'd pause for any exciting competition. It worked. After my dad left I wasn't sure I wanted to seriously "catch up" so I decided to get to 75. It is just about one movie a day for the entire summer. Sad that summer is only 75 days long!!
I must thank my friend Leslie for watching several with me, and also her hubby Quinn, and our friend Becky for also joining me on occasion.
Before I started this project, I didn't particularly like watching movies. I could watch an entire season of CSI or something without hardly moving, but a movie tested my attention span. I'll say I wasn't always 100% into every movie I watched this summer, but I am definitely a "movie watcher" now!! Free, on DVD :)
All in all, it was a fun little project. I would definitely do it again!
Of these 75 movies, few stand out. I don't have a favorite or one I'd watch over and over. Several were pretty good: Act of Valor, This Means War, 50/50, Killers. All for different reasons, from various genres. They're the ones I can actually remember most of, and would recommend.
In this quest, I spent less than $20 if you don't count the popcorn for #73. $8 for one month of Netflix (one month was free). $1.20 for one Redbox rental (it was early in the summer and I didn't have a system down). $1.25 for late fees on 2 movies at the library. $7 for the one movie in the theater. $17.25 total! I used the public library (yay for their reservation system on line!), a free month of unlimited in-store rentals at Blockbuster, and borrowed one from a friend.
I started the summer planning on a movie every weekday. Then was enjoying it and it became everyday. I did take some days off, but would watch 2 the day before or after. A couple days I watched 2 just because, or because they were due at the library :) I ended up skipping the entire week my dad was here - we had other things to be doing!! The olympics through a kink in but I started watching the movie on my computer with the TV on mute and I'd pause for any exciting competition. It worked. After my dad left I wasn't sure I wanted to seriously "catch up" so I decided to get to 75. It is just about one movie a day for the entire summer. Sad that summer is only 75 days long!!
I must thank my friend Leslie for watching several with me, and also her hubby Quinn, and our friend Becky for also joining me on occasion.
Before I started this project, I didn't particularly like watching movies. I could watch an entire season of CSI or something without hardly moving, but a movie tested my attention span. I'll say I wasn't always 100% into every movie I watched this summer, but I am definitely a "movie watcher" now!! Free, on DVD :)
All in all, it was a fun little project. I would definitely do it again!
Tuesday, August 7, 2012
Wilton
Today I lost a friend. Wilton was 90 years old. He was Texan to the core. These two things meant we didn't always see eye to eye. Not that I ever told him that. I didn't always laugh at his jokes, because they were offensive, but I smiled because I knew he was just being Wilton. He and his wife Dorothy celebrated 65 years of marriage before she passed in 2008. Dorothy was a school teacher and her paddle still hung on the wall of their home. They were an old school couple who grew up in a different era and I loved them both so much. Dorothy tried to fix me up with both of her grandsons. Bobby passed away very unexpectedly in 2009 and Tex will be married in September. But I sure did appreciate the fact that she and Wilton wanted me to be a part of their family.
Just this past week, I wrote Wilton a note to tell him I had heard he was sick. I told him how glad I was that he was my friend. I am truly blessed to have had Wilton, and Dorothy, in my life. If nothing else, the love that they showed for each other, even after 65 years, was enough to make me keep looking for my forever love. I didn't put that in the note to Wilton. I didn't have any stamps and so never mailed it. I'd like to think he knew how many lives he blessed. But I still felt like I needed to get it out there for someone to read. It's a selfish part of the grieving process.
So, thank you Wilton, for the love and laughter. You will be missed.
Just this past week, I wrote Wilton a note to tell him I had heard he was sick. I told him how glad I was that he was my friend. I am truly blessed to have had Wilton, and Dorothy, in my life. If nothing else, the love that they showed for each other, even after 65 years, was enough to make me keep looking for my forever love. I didn't put that in the note to Wilton. I didn't have any stamps and so never mailed it. I'd like to think he knew how many lives he blessed. But I still felt like I needed to get it out there for someone to read. It's a selfish part of the grieving process.
So, thank you Wilton, for the love and laughter. You will be missed.
Wednesday, July 25, 2012
Cleaner than a...
I can't think of what is super clean. I'm too tired to think!
It's summer, and technically I have nothing to do, so I'm cleaning. Trying to make up for my lack of cleaning during the school year. Deep, deep cleaning. Cleaning out, under, behind. Hopefully, starting clean will make it easier to keep clean. We'll see!!
The clean rooms (2 so far) are SO nice!! It makes me want to just plow through and clean the rest. But I'm exhausted. It's great exercise. I guess. I sweat and my body hurts, so I must be exercising, right?!
I'm doing one room at a time in an attempt to not tire myself and cut corners. And it's working. I'm exhausted when I'm done with a room. But the cleanness spurs me into the next room on the next scheduled cleaning day.
I can't wait to be done!!!
It's summer, and technically I have nothing to do, so I'm cleaning. Trying to make up for my lack of cleaning during the school year. Deep, deep cleaning. Cleaning out, under, behind. Hopefully, starting clean will make it easier to keep clean. We'll see!!
The clean rooms (2 so far) are SO nice!! It makes me want to just plow through and clean the rest. But I'm exhausted. It's great exercise. I guess. I sweat and my body hurts, so I must be exercising, right?!
I'm doing one room at a time in an attempt to not tire myself and cut corners. And it's working. I'm exhausted when I'm done with a room. But the cleanness spurs me into the next room on the next scheduled cleaning day.
I can't wait to be done!!!
Thursday, July 19, 2012
Movie Review - Larry Crowne, etc.
LARRY CROWNE -
Finally a movie to talk about in a good way!! This was very cute!! A love story for the later in life single people. A story of hope and change and overcoming obstacles. Tom Hanks and Julia Roberts are, as always, great and great together. I recommend.
While I'm typing... FOOTLOOSE (S)-
The original Footloose is a classic for a reason. Good story, decent acting and fabulous music. The new version is good!! The best part is Willard, the sidekick of Ten, the main character. Unfortunately, the music was altered and changed which made this viewer unhappy. See it anyway, if you haven't already.
I can't even think of others I've watched without going to my list. That's how good they were. Wait, I do know last night was THE OTHER BOLEYN GIRL. It wasn't bad. Slow. And since its true, you know how its going to end, though I didn't figure it out until about 3/4 through. I did learn a little history about the family.
I'm currently trying to decide what the final movie should be for the summer. I'm thinking perhaps something in theaters. I've decided it will be Friday, August 17. Funny how involved this quest has become!!
Finally a movie to talk about in a good way!! This was very cute!! A love story for the later in life single people. A story of hope and change and overcoming obstacles. Tom Hanks and Julia Roberts are, as always, great and great together. I recommend.
While I'm typing... FOOTLOOSE (S)-
The original Footloose is a classic for a reason. Good story, decent acting and fabulous music. The new version is good!! The best part is Willard, the sidekick of Ten, the main character. Unfortunately, the music was altered and changed which made this viewer unhappy. See it anyway, if you haven't already.
I can't even think of others I've watched without going to my list. That's how good they were. Wait, I do know last night was THE OTHER BOLEYN GIRL. It wasn't bad. Slow. And since its true, you know how its going to end, though I didn't figure it out until about 3/4 through. I did learn a little history about the family.
I'm currently trying to decide what the final movie should be for the summer. I'm thinking perhaps something in theaters. I've decided it will be Friday, August 17. Funny how involved this quest has become!!
Tuesday, July 10, 2012
Movie Review(s) - Our Idiot Brother, Jeff Who Lives at Home
Apparently there a lot of messed up families with grown brothers who don't have it all together.
I didn't realize it beforehand but these two movies - OUR IDIOT BROTHER and JEFF WHO LIVES AT HOME - are quite similar. There's a brother who is not quite what the family wants him to be. One's kind of a happy hippy; the other is a wandering pothead. There are affairs and homosexuality in both, and family coming around to their brother's way of thinking, sort of. Only one has a cute kid and cuter dog though.
I'm actually writing this while watching JEFF. I'm not sure that the world needs to watch either movie, but if you had to pick one, pick OUR IDIOT BROTHER. It's clearer from the beginning that he's not really an idiot. Oh, wait, I think Jeff just found his purpose. Still not one I'd recommend. (update: the good news is it's only 83 minutes long. the end was happy and interesting.)
On a completely different genre - GREY GARDENS was okay. This was a highly acclaimed, many award nominated, HBO (?) movie. The acting was great and the story was interesting. But kinda sad. Not in a teary way, but more of a that sucks for them kind of way. It went from one era to another and back and was mildly confusing. Of course, I was doing other stuff while watching.
The only movie that's kept me paying attention more or less, in a while, was THIS MEANS WAR.
I didn't realize it beforehand but these two movies - OUR IDIOT BROTHER and JEFF WHO LIVES AT HOME - are quite similar. There's a brother who is not quite what the family wants him to be. One's kind of a happy hippy; the other is a wandering pothead. There are affairs and homosexuality in both, and family coming around to their brother's way of thinking, sort of. Only one has a cute kid and cuter dog though.
I'm actually writing this while watching JEFF. I'm not sure that the world needs to watch either movie, but if you had to pick one, pick OUR IDIOT BROTHER. It's clearer from the beginning that he's not really an idiot. Oh, wait, I think Jeff just found his purpose. Still not one I'd recommend. (update: the good news is it's only 83 minutes long. the end was happy and interesting.)
On a completely different genre - GREY GARDENS was okay. This was a highly acclaimed, many award nominated, HBO (?) movie. The acting was great and the story was interesting. But kinda sad. Not in a teary way, but more of a that sucks for them kind of way. It went from one era to another and back and was mildly confusing. Of course, I was doing other stuff while watching.
The only movie that's kept me paying attention more or less, in a while, was THIS MEANS WAR.
Friday, July 6, 2012
Movie Review - Horrible Bosses
HORRIBLE BOSSES
I didn't really know what to expect. I'd heard it was funny, but from one of the writers (I follow him on Twitter) so wasn't sure he was the best source. It's about 3 guys who decide to murder their bosses. How could that be funny?! But, it was! It was mostly clean - not a lot of unnecessary language (except for the character whose name contained a curse word), very little sex (one of the bad bosses was a sexual harasser), and in the end, it all sort of worked out okay.
Also watched THE DESCENDENTS - didn't like it. WAY too slow. No plot - there was a plot, I guess, but it wasn't very exciting.
ZOOKEEPER was very cute. Talking animals made it unrealistic, but still cute, feel good, with a happy ending.
I didn't really know what to expect. I'd heard it was funny, but from one of the writers (I follow him on Twitter) so wasn't sure he was the best source. It's about 3 guys who decide to murder their bosses. How could that be funny?! But, it was! It was mostly clean - not a lot of unnecessary language (except for the character whose name contained a curse word), very little sex (one of the bad bosses was a sexual harasser), and in the end, it all sort of worked out okay.
Also watched THE DESCENDENTS - didn't like it. WAY too slow. No plot - there was a plot, I guess, but it wasn't very exciting.
ZOOKEEPER was very cute. Talking animals made it unrealistic, but still cute, feel good, with a happy ending.
Wednesday, July 4, 2012
Running
I've always wanted to be a runner. My dad was a runner. He still is, just slower and not as far. Actually he's really more of a cyclist these days.
Anyway, I grew up going to foot races with dad. Ultramarathons mostly- any distance over 26.2 miles.
I did a little running in high school. I think it was an escape. I put on my walkman and went into the woods. I enjoyed it, though my memories are of the songs (Tiffany!!) and woods, not the physical feeling of running.
For years, I haven't run. I don't like to run. I hike. I bike. Running isn't my thing. Of course, I haven't actually gone out for a run in years and years. I'm currently reading Eat & Run by Scott Jurek. Scott won the Western States 100 ultramarathon 7 years in a row. He's also vegan. It's a good book, told in a fun and funny narative about his becoming a runner, and the metamorphosis of his diet. It's also fun because I'm familiar with the most of the races he's talking about - I've been to the aid stations he refers to and such!! He's really making me want to be a runner. He even has some advice about the physical act of running. I think a lot of the training and food stuff could apply to cycling or hiking. But he makes me want to go for a run...
And so... I'm going for a run. Someday. Soon. (I'm waiting to talk to my doc about it - not just putting it off!!)
I did a little running in high school. I think it was an escape. I put on my walkman and went into the woods. I enjoyed it, though my memories are of the songs (Tiffany!!) and woods, not the physical feeling of running.
For years, I haven't run. I don't like to run. I hike. I bike. Running isn't my thing. Of course, I haven't actually gone out for a run in years and years. I'm currently reading Eat & Run by Scott Jurek. Scott won the Western States 100 ultramarathon 7 years in a row. He's also vegan. It's a good book, told in a fun and funny narative about his becoming a runner, and the metamorphosis of his diet. It's also fun because I'm familiar with the most of the races he's talking about - I've been to the aid stations he refers to and such!! He's really making me want to be a runner. He even has some advice about the physical act of running. I think a lot of the training and food stuff could apply to cycling or hiking. But he makes me want to go for a run...
And so... I'm going for a run. Someday. Soon. (I'm waiting to talk to my doc about it - not just putting it off!!)
Sunday, July 1, 2012
Movie Review - One Last Dance & others
ONE LAST DANCE
Patrick Swayze and his wife dance. They're former dancers who are asked to come back and dance a specific dance. There's drama, of course. Overall, it was pretty good. Not the best acting, lots of dancing. However, it had an element of sad, to me. I cried when the two were dancing at the end, because, well, it was their last dance! Not really, exactly; it was made several years before Patrick died, but still, it was hard not to associate some symbolism in my head.
Others I've watched recently:
SEABISCUIT - slow. good story but it just seemed to drag and drag. I did other stuff, out of the room, and didn't feel like I missed anything when I'd come back! But, sure it was uplifting and all that.
IDES OF MARCH - okay. didn't grip me, but I have come to the conclusion that Ryan Gosling is hot.
I've tried twice to watch THE INFORMANT! but the copy I got at the library is scratched and keeps hanging up not too far in. Not sure I'll ever bother to see it in its entirety.
Next on my list (meaning I already have them) Casino Royale and Zookeeper.
Friday, June 29, 2012
Movie Review - Friends with Benefits
(If you didn't read the previous post about my reviews, please do)
FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS
Overall, not good!! WAY too much sex, nakedness, etc. Unnecessary for the story. The story itself wasn't bad. Cute chick-click romance with a happy ending. But I saw way too much of Justin Timberlake's skin. Not much was left to my imagination and it just didn't need to be done.
If you want a similar story, that you're not embarrassed to watch with your mother or sister, check out NO STRINGS ATTACHED. Same premise without the skin.
Movies
One of my more fun summer goals is to watch a new-to-me movie every day. So far I've watched some good ones and some not-very-good-at-all ones. I've watched comedies, dramas, action, true stories, chick-flicks, etc. It's been fun!! I'm utilizing the library, my netflix one month trial (which I'll probably pay one extra month to get through the summer), a blockbuster free month, and so far I've only rented one at redbox. Not bad!
I keep thinking I should review the movies. Or at least some of them. Since I'm so far in, I think I'll just start here, and perhaps mention some previously viewed, if appropriate, such as in the first review. See next entry!
Hope you enjoy the journey with me!!
Monday, June 4, 2012
Nothing vs. Everything
As I sit here on the first official day of summer, I keep thinking I should be doing something. You know, get started on my long list of projects.
Actually, I did start on one this morning. My book list. It's getting there. Yay!!
Anyway, I'm feeling guilty for not being productive. Then I remember - I HAVE ALL SUMMER!!!! So, back to doing nothing it is :)
Sunday, June 3, 2012
Belated - Biblical Balderdash
FOUND THIS TODAY (6/3) unpublished from back in February. Thought I'd publish it today anyway.
Pretty sure that the game where you make up definitions and meanings of acronyms is Balderdash. There's also a part where you make up laws. Or finish the wording anyway.
So, in my reading of the Bible in a year, I got to Exodus where they're putting forth all the rules and laws. Seriously reminded me if the game. If your bull gores a neighbor... If a man sells his daughter... Etc. In today's world, they sound crazy. But I suppose they were necessary way back then.
Just found it interesting. And seriously, I kept thinking of the last time I played the game with a bunch of friends (RUMC group). It was a great time.
Pretty sure I wouldn't have made it through the reading if I hadn't been chuckling cuz I kept coming up with alternation endings. Probably not very proper of me.
(I titled this belated cuz I should have written it 2-3 days ago)
finally
It's SUMMERTIME!!!! I still can't quite believe that school's out and I don't have to go to work tomorrow. I'm not sorry, just in disbelief :) I have a long list of things to do this summer.
Most importantly though is to spend every moment possible with my baby girl, George. God has given me a kind of peace about the whole situation and reminds me daily to enjoy the moments I get and not to stress about the future. I am doing everything I can to keep her comfortable and happy. God's got the rest taken care of for us.
While not petting George, I'll be going through pictures, making scrapbooks for old friends, doing things around the house, perhaps organizing my work computer and saving files to storage space, watching lots of movies, reading many books, trying not to sweat out my body weight, and so much more!!!
Ah, summertime... finally. Yep, it's starting to sink in :)
Saturday, May 12, 2012
On top of the clouds
Gotta share...
I'm on the airplane, flying above the clouds. It's a very cool thing to be able to see the tops of the clouds. Makes me think of the arctic and icebergs. Or maybe Alaska and its vast expanses of snow. There are a few taller whiter clouds sticking up out of the others. It's hard to describe, but beautiful. Sorry I didn't take a picture.
We started descending and I had a thought/question. The clouds look soft as cotton, how come going through them causes such turbulence? Actually we're not quite in them yet. But gotta turn off the phone. Bye!!
Update: never did get that bumpy!! And pretty good landing. Now, find the car and go home to the G-girl!!!
Hard boot. Again.
I am happy to report that I have reinstalled Blogger only 1 day post hard reset of my phone. Unlike last time when it was weeks. Of course now I can't remember what I was going to write about... Oh well, maybe it'll come to me. Perhaps there will be two posts today. Wow!!
Wednesday, May 9, 2012
I should get out more
So I'm flying to Phoenix tomorrow for my cousin Katie's wedding. I've been prepping for weeks - dress shopping, practicing hair, looking up stuff to do while there, etc. Tonight I even painted my nails. With fancy hot pink tips. The same hot pink as my toes of course.
I got to thinking that if I got out of the house a little more, maybe getting all dressed up wouldnt be such a momentous occasion. Which means I have no life. Or not a dressy one anyway.
Know what? That's okay!!!
Monday, February 27, 2012
Lesson in Forgiveness
Today, some coworkers played a little joke on me that I didn't find very funny. It has been a great time to practice the forgiveness I've been reading about.
I realized very quickly that I had to forgive in order to sleep tonight. Not forget, not let off the hook, but forgive, in my heart. I still don't completely get what that means, but I think I'm getting closer.
I prayed a lot on my drive, along with a few scathing compositions in my head for the email I'll send tomorrow. When I got home, I got on my knees and prayed asking for peace about the situation. It wasn't instant, but I felt a lot better.
Now, a few hours later, at bedtime, the mad is coming back. I'm writing that email in my head again.
I've learned that forgiveness isn't necessarily a one-time thing. I have to keep praying and seeking wisdom and peace. It's an ongoing process. I don't have to forget or pretend nothig happened. But I do have to keep God at the front of it all. Pray, pray, pray!
Monday, February 20, 2012
Burnt Offering Overload
I may be a heathen for saying this, but I'm so tired if reading about burnt offerings. There are several different kinds for various reasons, but they're really all the same. And we're told how to do it. Then when, and by whom and why. Tonight they're doing it. But really, its all the same words over and over and over.
I look forward to moving on to something else. And maybe learning why we don't do all these offerings anymore!!
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
Been waiting
Matthew 25:5 "the bridegroom was a long time in coming, and they all because drowsy and fell asleep."
I really need to stop finding humor in my Bible readings. But, my thought at this verse was , uh, yeah, still waiting. No wonder I'm always so tired. It's cuz I'm sitting around waiting for my bridegroom!!
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
Day 3
First, I had to reload the Blogger app on my phone after the hard reset 2+ weeks ago. I should write more.
I have challenged myself to read the entire Bible this year. I borrowed a special Bible from a friend. It splits it up so I get a little NT, OT, Psalms, and Proverbs each day. So far, so good. It is weird jumping from old to new but its working for me.
Tonight I have questions. Thought I'd write them down so I might find answers someday.
Do Jewish folks get baptized?
It first says that Noah was to take 7 of each clean animal, a male and its mate... What about the other 5? Cuz later, and in the song, it always talks about pairs...
Man, those guys lived a long time. Interesting that more or less life spans got shorter through the generations. Was a year what we call a year today?!
Think that was it. Good stuff.
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